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3 months today
Its been three months since you’ve gone to be with Jesus. But it still hurts to see you gone, it still hurts to see Grandma cry. But i know that you are in a place where there is no hurt and no sorrow but you are praising God! You were a great man, lived your life to the fullest. You never once took it for granted. I cant wait till that day when i walk the streets of gold, till that day where i see you, and on that day our family will be together again. You were my hero grandpa and i wish i could be selfish and take you back. Just to see that smile that can light up anyone days, to hear that laugh! i love you. i miss you. I know you’re with jesus and one day we will be walking the streets of gold together.
5 DAYSS!!
So im super stoked for saturday! im finally gunna be able to leave lincoln county! i am 2 years over due! haha Cant wait to get to know my lovely roommates more :D I mean Sophie loves onetreehill! what could be better than that? i mean thats all im sayin ha <3onetreehill=kaylas favorite ppl in the world! lol hmmm stoked about my schedule except it kinda sucks but im taking photography classes so i guess itll get me up, i mean 8am classes everyday! what was i thinkin?! But whatever. :) nonetheless i couldnt be more excited for movin to boone:)
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i got to hear your voice today! you are still on the answerin machine at your house. it kinda made my day :) love and miss you grandpa
grandpa,
Tomorrow would have been your 72nd birthday. I miss you everyday and I know how hard tomorrow is going to be for grandma. I know you’re lookin down on her everyday checkin up on her…But you know tomorrow will be one of the hardest days she will have. If i miss you this much i can only imagine what she is going through. So just watch over her tomorrow i know dad and the rest of the boys will be with her also.
love you so much!
Day 3-University of Panama!
Today was such an amazing day! i have to tell yah God is great! He is doing some amazing things in Panama City. Today i woke up bright and early, 8:00am lol. Whipped up some delicious pancakes to get our day started. Derek and Audrey came and picked us up from the apartment to bring us to the University of Panama! I wasnt sure what to expect, all i knew was that we were going to have to walk up to kids and talk to them. We had made a survey so yesterday so that we could have a reason to talk to the students.
Well i was grouped up with-Audrey,Sandy,and Davis. Audrey and I approached three girls who were my age. We weren’t sure if they spoke english or Spanish so thank GODDD audrey was there to translate just in case. But God is a good God and he doesnt let a small thing like language barrier come in between the work he has planned. Audrey and I had an hour conversation with these three girls talking about their beliefs and just getting to know them. By the end of the conversation we had switched contact info so that we could keep in touch. Plus they want me to hangout with them at a mall thats just down the street from my apartment! which is awesome because I get to form a friendship with these girls and eventually share the gospel with them :)
Praise God!
Just spent my first full day in Panama!! We’ve been stayin in “San Fransisco” Panama City, Panama! It was an earrrrly morning! The sun and its glaring rays beamed into my room forcing me to wake up and look out the window to see my beautiful view out towards the pacific ocean! lol «that was detailed haha..630AM!!!! what in the world was i thinkin!!! but it ended up bein pretty awesome. Started off the morning with a healthy Grilled cheese!! hmm maybe the wheat bread was the healthy part, Breakfast for champions non the less!! Ended up going to a church called La Comunidad. It was pretty cool to see what God was doing in the hearts of these Panaminians. The rest of the day we got to see more of Panama City and just settle in and relax. Tomorrow should be awesome! I can not even express the exciment i have to see what God has planned for us and the people of San Fransisco!—To God be the Glory
realistic dreamms
you were in my dream last night…again.
Every night i look forward to falling asleep because ever since you died i get lost into a deep sleep…into a deep dream where it feels like reality. I get to spend moments with you over again :)
Last night we were in your old house in fuquay. It was thanksgiving and we were picking at all the food before it was ready….Of course, grandma yelled at us and asked us to just eat some chips. Those original lays chips in the huge yellow bag, we were stuffing our faces!! And then i choked…couldnt breathe. couldnt talk. Grandmas tryin to call nine one one, but you didnt hesitate to give me the heimlech. and there came out the chip….all i could do was hug your neck and never let go. At that very moment i never wanted to wake up….but i did.
I can only hope to dream tonight
